supernihil here, tried to find admin email so i could write there instead, but could not locate it @zenith. so here is my short letter:
"sorry for have introduced harm to the community by complaining incoherently and shouting accusations, plus amplifying the 'bullshit loop' as you can say.
I am trying to delete all my posts everywhere as they are fueling a fire under a community i care about, if you are able to delete them and leave a ref to this message instead, i am sure everybody will be better off.
I am in a bad place and felt in some way attacked by the reticulum project by the closure of the reddit forum. i know how it sounds. i will remove myself completely from the discourse. stay safe everybody. Sorry for the attacks, i felt bullied but it was propably in my head only."
if anybody can delete my messages it would be a great service to everybody, i promise i wont write here again (or in reddit reticulum etc)
sorry! i am not ok and i dont want attention, please delete the messages.